February 19th, 2004 Almost midnight. Strange things are happening
He sleeps on the couch, that is, when he does sleep which is rare. I never see him at night, I hardly see him at all, but I can’t help but wonder why he is being so nice to me. I hope it’s not just from pity. Maybe I shouldn’t worry so much and just trust fate but I wonder, I always do about everything. Like how I am supposed to act as a vampire now? How come I don’t feel a need for blood? Why is my body feeling so weird lately?